The song that accompany this few days

The life will not be easier when the stress do not gone...
When I'm suffering with stress, I don't rely on SOMEBODY ELSE.

Cried

Miserable day come towards me.
What's wrong?
If I'm sharing my feelings here, is that mean I'm showing off? O.O
I can't even share my real feelings in this blog since my blog is not in private stage.
Okay...




I'm poor...
My pocket money has been spent for purchasing stock of my job...
By earning the RM 440 which will be pay on next month, I'm totally forgone my time, my assignment, my own pocket money, my rest and my skin care.
I sold wrong product on the first day...
I'm nervous...
No one can help me out.
I couldn't sleep at that night.
I'm suffering with fever, flu and cough on Valentine's day because of rain.
By walking alone in the rain, I want to cry.
But I'm still forcing myself not to cry.
Hui Min, don't because of little things then cry please...

I'm angry!

I'm angry on myself why do I trust friends easily?
I'm angry on myself why I couldn't complete my tasks?

Second, I'm remorse!

I'm remorse because of my foolish trust and affected Lun Yee's group do not perform their tasks.
Sorry Lun Yee, Zhi Jing, Pei Ying, Mee Xian and Ai Ling...
Because of my ford makes you all let sir scold...
But I'm also not be convinced...
If people don't want to compare with each other I think the life will be more easier.
And I will be more freedom too.
Please do not pick me as competitor and I really do not like people who always want to compare with me!
Please!!!
Especially you and you !
What for you want me follow your way?
I'm not your dog! = =

Along the travel, rain is dropping...
I hate rain when I was taking my own travel alone!
Even my bas also treat me badly!
I couldn't catches up my T408 bus even though I'm trying hard to run...
The bus will only come after 1 or 2 hours!
Is the time for me to cry...
but I was emphasis myself not to do so.
Hui Min, stop it!


Back to home and standing in front of the mirror...
What's wrong with my face?
Is this me?
My face almost disfigurement!!!
Can the pimples stop pop out!!!
Can my health be maintain back!!!
What's wrong with my tummy!!!
What's wrong with my scars!!!
Even pour medicine also not used!

While just sitting on the floor,
preparing those questions which need to be interviewed tomorrow...
my phone start ringing!!!
My aunty asked me to write leave letter for my cousin.
I was willing to help but I don't have the mood!
I try my best to think but my mind is blank...
I recognize I had written before but I was deleted it!
Stupid!!!
Try to check my perdrive whether still keeping it or not...
Unfortunately found out unopen files in my pendrive!
My importance documents all gone!
Say goodbye to Changmin photos and my past assignments...
The pendrive affected the computer keep restarted!
I thought it was my brother ford since he borrow my pendrive to save game!
I scold him badly and quarrel with him!
The last I was indulge myself...
I cry like hell...

Should I or shouldn't I blame for it?
The stress I cannot reduce injure me badly...
Don't want to compare me please...
I want to take off my mask with smiling face...
It looks artificially in front of the mirror...
Dumb!!!
I'm tired,
I really tired...

A belated birthday to my dear ♥

Today is my dear birthday~ First of all let me wish a Happy Birthday to him... Oppa Saranghae, Cum mal po gu ma ju shh gop ta! Se hi ju ga ha mi da~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHANGMIN OF 24 YEARS OLD ♥ Changmin... I hope you really can achieve your goals and continue success in your future. No matter how the world happens I will always the Cassiopeia...



And you, take good care of your gf and try to take some time spend on her... she needs your care and love... The love will never end for me to you because you are my one =)



Changmin, I like your boyish hair rather than long hair now, could you please cut it off? xP Sorry, I'm just caring your appearance later my friends laugh at me why my bf hair like this ><'''...LoLz...Sorry for belated birthday wish because I got work today...



I accepted a job on weekends. Did I regret because of insufficient time to do my assignment? O.O At first, I got the feeling... but now I'm thinking in a moderate way while first, I met my buddy_Weei, See Yue and Pui Ching are the relation which I do not regret... Second, I meet new friends too... Third, I learned how to differentiate between what is tuna chunk and what is tuna flakes ><''' Forth, I like to eat vegetarian rice at Taman Midah, the restaurant is so peaceful and I get myself relaxing during that time... Lastly, I earn my pocket money! Oh yea...thanks Weei that she introduce the job for me, and tomorrow will be the last day for me to work with her and selling tuna chunk. =( My feeling was up and down because I need to forgone to chat with her, never mind~ next time we will be meet again! Besides that, anyone interested to know where am I working? Haha~ I'm working at Tesco Extra Cheras at Taman Midah actually. Then how about my assignment? Haiz...with the reason of lack of time... I was totally put down all my assignments on my hand and revisions... T.T I try my best to complete my first assignment which Mr.Yip want to check on Monday. Unfortunately, I can't. = = So the only think I can do is, inform my ladies because I can't make it on time ><'''
Opps... I have to apologize to them... Please forgive me ladies~ I know I'm bad =( Between, I saw Lawrence_Zheng Quan today at Tesco Extra with his family. =D He looks more thin compare to last year... eat more la Zheng Quan, later you can't carry your gf ah ~.~ LoLz... I'm tired and with the reason of fever... my face gown a lot of pimples O.O!!! OMG... I don't want pop out so much of pimples like last year... It was horror + terrible!!! I don't want ah~~~~ T~T So to my friends, don't be afraid while you all see me... @.@
Okay... time past very fast... is time to listen music... listen to this! SE7EN~ Good Night to my Changmin~ I want to dream with you... haha~

The current news of me

Hello~ Today is my examination of semester 5 result release, therefore I'm still going to college even though I'm suffering with fever, cough and flu = = pity right? I got sick from Valentine Day after get wet in the rain. T.T I'm so nervous when I'm sitting in front of the computer in CITC... My heartbeat was beating thousand times per second at that time! O.O I was estimated my exam subject that Fundamental of Finance will get fail since my coursework marks are so weak and I'm not confidence to do my final exam. Fortunately I got B for this subject! Oh Yeah~ HUI MIN!!! You did a great great job! ^^ Between, another announcement that also surprising me are... My Business Law got A and I got 3.70 for my gpa ! =D WoW... I got A- for Marketing Research and Marketing Environment, followed by another A for my lover_Moral & Etika. xD Overall, I was definitely appreciate on my results. Next, my ladies_Poon was done a good result too ^^ I know she will put more effort from now since I want her get distinction with me =D haha~ Reisz pass her exam and finally she really can relax since she was anxious a lot. Good job to her! On the contrary, my baby sister_ Mayes was not really hits her target... Don't worry Mayes! I want you to graduate with us~ I will try my best to help you even though I know I'm not pro in explanation. = = Next, Lun Yee and  Mee Sian also done their best~ Congratulation my dear friends! =D After that we had our lunch at Wangsa Maju Jusco MCD. Well, I'm forcing myself to stay away from fried foods I then just ate potato bread as my lunch. = = Pity dao~ Apart from that, we went back to college to have another lecture. Hey, I saw him! How is his result?  Does he upset because of his result? He looks so tired... The words of 'Mr.O... How is your result?' may only ask in my heart... I'm not dare to ask him directly since his friends were sat behind him.  Don't know the reason that why am I keep looking at him... and I will smile to myself after looking him. >< crazy wan! LoLz...' He build his muscle ad ma? Why looks huge?' LoLz... I'm asking to myself......
Lastly, I'm happy because I'm the first who know his result! haha~Thanks... really thanks...
I'm paiseh to talk with you because you too handsome and cute d so I'm not dare to take any action! ><'''
Sorry... I shouldn't think this way, by the way I should be confidence to talk with you because I'm proud to have such handsome and cute guy as my friend! =D
Thank you that you are really treat me as friend!
That is not a dream like I'm chatting to the air~
The feeling is true~
Mr. O... you're real, you are in front of my eyes, you're friendly, you're really nice... =)
I'm appreciating you as my friend!
Thank you Mr. O...

The revolution of T408 Rapid Bas

Hey everyone! I'm started my college life for semester 6 recently... There are too much of assignments waiting for me which makes my life miserable actually. = = Fortunately, my ladies are always willing to share the stress with me together. Ladies... let's work hard on it together =) Next... I 'm here to introduce my T408 Rapid Bas which travel along Taman Connaught, Taman Segar and Leisure Mall  is finally 'RENOVATED'!!! wOw... It can be defined as the bus was upgraded by comparing to the past, it was not obsoleted anymore... with the old engine... always stuck at the half road on the top of nearby my housing areas... = = OMG. Right now I should said bye bye to you OBSOLETE BAS... Bleh ~~~~ xP In addition, the Rapid Bas's sides was much shorter comparing to the normal Rapid Bas ( U40, U49, U46 ) with the reason of my bas need to entry inside the residential areas therefore the bas should cutting shorter which make sure the bas can afford the narrow road. At the same time, this bas was provide the excellent relaxing seat but I do not means for the comfortable seat made by cotton or soften, by the way I'm mean that the air-condition is making comfortable to every passengers including me. Haha~ I can sleep inside the bas until the bas driver sent me go back home. =D

My new Spectacles ♥

I changed my New Spectacles_ Swatch ♥

Nice???

=)

The Last Day of CNY... HUAT Ah!!!

Hello guys... Today will be the last of celebrating Chinese New Year, so do you guys ever had eaten 'tang yuan' or 'lou sang'? =D Well...my family just finished to have 'LOU SANG' in the afternoon... There are so much of thriving ingredients that my mom has prepared for us!!! Thank you mammy, I know you always keep in heart what that I told you and you will always fulfil for us. Right now... I will introduce our 'RICH LOU SANG' to you all...hehehe...
My favourite abalone, salmon....oh yeah! My delicious cuisine^^ WoW...♥

The abalone was palatable and fresh =) Yum Yum~

I don't know what does it call... it so tasty!  =D

 Yummy~ ^^ I'm so happy while mammy bought this... Very delicious to eat oh... ♥

LOU SANG in pack... cost RM 26... quite expensive but tasty also ^^

When my mom and bro serving, placing those ingredients...

New year new chopsticks haha... Red in colour match with CNY yea!

Dang Dang Dang Dang~ Ready to eat NOW!!!

HUAT AH!!! xD LOU AH... LOU AH...Just wish what you want to be then spread it out, coz it was our Chinese citizens culture... lai lai lai~ LOU dou FONG SAN SHUI HEI... LOU dou XI XI SHUN LEI... LOU dou CING CHUN MEI LAI... hahhaha... ps:// I just translate from Cantonese. For me, I wish my siblings can stay healthy and study smart! My sister just keep saying:" Ipad Ipad...I want Ipad... LoL xD ...and for myself...erm... I don't want say much... just hope dream come through la...haha =D ps://I'm greedy... this few words can consider I want everything to be implemented d... LoL... xP
Lastly... is time to show my new spectacles and I didn't make up lol... But I LOVE MY NEW SPECTACLES SO MUCH ♥ Plus... my sister will be the next ><'''

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR... BYE BYE CHINESE NEW YEAR!  =D

Happy CNY Day 13- Underworld: Awakening

My outfit by wearing my lovely BLUE TEE ♥

I had watched movie of Underworld: Awakening with him at Jusco Cheras Selatan. Early morning wake up to get prepared for myself and then he fetched me around 2.00 p.m. After that we having lunch in Old Town. During the conversation by having our meal, we have chat a lot of things! About Parents, College life, and Love...everything we can pick up the topics just start it! =D When shopping, I just pass by the counter that putting with a big card, I was wondering what card is that? By walking forward to have a look... that was a Big Card with the word written of "Valentine". ><''' That's the only time I recognize Valentine Day is coming soon. Hey, why am I waiting and care for? =P It should not my business what? ><''' Skip... then, he bought the toothbrushes and mouth rinse. By the way, I have learned the difference between the brush that are divided into 3 types. After that he fetched me back home. Having a nice day with him and I'm thank you to him that he really giving me a lot of knowledge and experience. A very good day... Nice to meet you again bro! I think that's was the first time we can considerately talk to each other and watching movie, normally I will run while saw him >< because I'm wondering why am I can always saw him??? O.O izit fate?  hahaha... again...
UNDERWORLD...you're so nice! =D

Between, he got sick this few days... hmm, sleep early la bro! Drink more hot hot de water since I knew you like to drink it so much! haha... but seriously... its very good for your health! Take care of yourself ba, I don't want go college meet you still looking at your sick face... hehe xD

HELLO EVERYONE! I'm uncle CASHMIN =)

CNY want finish jor... how much angpau do you all get?

Hehehe~

I'm just posting some pictures which I have took with my sister during CNY day 3.

My lovely Smurfetee... 

Our cutie Panda! xD

 LoLz...the Panda is inside my cloth ^^

The Teddy Bear =D

 Give a KISS to my Teddy Bear... Muackss...

Lastly, let post the 'sexy' picture to you guys! Don't vomit after saw that k?

Get ready...

 I'm SEXY and I KNOW IT!!!! ><''' LoLz...

Hada-Labo Skin Care Products

Halo guys! I'm here to recommend skin care products of Hada-Labo branded.

I just bought those products last week and have been applying until now. The result was surprising me after I have been used without a month! Definitely you guys knowing that I've been seeing skin doctor since I'm suffering with pimples problem on last year. And now is the time for me to take care of my skin again.

So, I'm confidence enough by suggesting with this products because the result was good! Moreover, skincare is a lifetime commitment that you have made for your skin, therefore Hada-Labo is developed to provide us with the ultimate result of a beautiful skin. After that we can only be confident when facing in front of people by having a smoothly skin. Right now, I'll introduce the moisture care products to you guys because I think that moisturising your skin is the most important step before you guys want to whitening the skin.

Moisture Care

Product 1:

• With 3 types of Hyaluronic Acid to deeply moisturize skin and help to preserve its optimum moisture balance.
• Replenishes and locks-in moisture for complete hydration. Skin feels significantly soft and supple.
• Helps improve dry and dehydrated skin, leaving it silky smooth.
• Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
• Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

  

Use twice a day after cleansing face. Apply on palms and gently pat onto skin until thoroughly absorbed.

This lotion is a toner actually while it provide a moisture balance for hydration. So after washing the face and you may apply this lotion foe the next. It cost RM 39.02 for each bottle.

Product 2:

• Moisturizes deeply, offering nourishing hydration and skin-smoothing conditioners.
• Infuses your skin with moisture and leaves it with a natural, healthy-looking glow. Skin becomes smoother, softer and richly hydrated.
• Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
• Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

  

Use twice a day after Moisturizing Lotion. Apply on palms and gently pat onto face until thoroughly absorbed.

This moisturising milk will be apply after the moisturising lotion used. It helps to smoothish the skin which enrich with milk. The price of RM 47.52 now.

Product 3:

• Contains two excellent ingredients, Hyaluronic Acid and Super Hyaluronic Acid that deeply penetrates the skin (epidermis) to nourish and helps restore skin's barrier to prevent moisture lost.
• Helps soften epidermis, leaving skin smooth and hydrated.
• Light and non-greasy cream that infuses your skin with continuous moisture.
• Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
• Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

  

Use twice a day after Moisturizing Lotion. Apply on palms and gently pat onto face until thoroughly absorbed.

This moisturising cream you can be apply after the moisturising lotion been applied. So you may only choose either apply the product 2-moisturising milk or this product3-moisturising cream. For the effective result, I'm totally suggest you guys apply this moisturising cream at night while you can used moisturising milk in the morning. It cost RM 50.07.

Product 4:

• High SPF50 + PA+++ for long hours broad spectrum protection against UVA & UVB
• 3 in 1 benefits: UV Protection + hydration + make-up base
• With 3 types of Hyaluronic Acid to deeply moisturize skin and help preserve its optimum moisture balance
• Light silky smooth texture. Transparent & comfortable on skin
• Skin pH balanced. Low irritation
• Free of paraben, fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant
• Suitable for daily usage on face & body

  

Use daily after moisturizer. Pour onto palm and apply evenly to face and neck. Shake well before use.

This moisturising UV milk is a new products which you guys can used after moisturising lotion applied. You need to shake before use and it contain the skin protection by avoiding the sun burn. In addition, moisturising UV milk is also provide the function of moisturising and whitening the skin but not just a sun block. So what do you waiting for? Just get one for yourself  NOW and it only cost RM 44.91.

Product 5:

• For light make up.
• Gently & effectively removes all traces of make-up, dirt and impurities while preserving skin’ s natural moisture.
• Water based formula leaves skin clean without greasy or tight feeling after use.
• Hydrates as it cleanses leaving skin feeling silky smooth.
• Skin pH balanced. Low irritation.
• Free of fragrances, mineral oil, alcohol & colorant.

  

• Keep your hands and face dry.
• Squeeze sufficient amount onto your palm, and massage directly onto your face; using gentle circular motions.
• Rinse thoroughly with water.

This moisturising makeup remover can helps to remove makeup deeply and clean. Wash your face with cleanser after applied this product. Then only follow by using moisturising lotion and moisturising milk (morning)/moisturising cream (night). The price is RM 33.91.

Hada-Labo skin care products are now available at Watson. There are a lot of skincare product but not only moisturising product, for instance AHA+BHA Cleansing, Whitening Care, Lifting & Firming Care. Apart from that, there is the tutorial on how to apply Hada-Labo skincare products (Step by step Regime) . For more information please log on to HADA-LABO, thank you. I have bought and tried some of the Hada-Labo moisturising products, so how about you? Hurry up to earn a beautiful skin now!

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