A RUSHING week~

Hello everyone! Finally I have some time to share my routine with you guys~ Hey... recently I was rushing with numerous of assignment ah... Dying man! ><""" I have 5 subjects for this last semester but there are 6 assignments that need to be completed... one of the additional assignment has to done by individual T.T NAN BAO BO!!!! haha~ I was enjoying with Yong Hwa feat Juniel's song :) Luckily this song accompany me to fight for my assignments if not I think I will switch off my mood and energy ad... Thanks Edward for recommended the song for me ^^ Between, hmm... it looks like quite a long time I didn't keep in touch with Mr. O d... O.O... Haha~ actually we still got keep in touch but just feel like each of us have to rush with our own business therefore just talk fast and end fast that's it~ :( But, of course I'll always remind myself that I got his support as the same as I support him :) Without chat with him and the support from him... I think I'll stress like crazy @.@!!! Next week gonna submit 2 assignment + 1 presentation =.=''' Fortunately 1 of the deadline submission assignment has been postpone to 4 of June! ^^ Haiz... if not I don't think I'll be posting here right now... xD  K la... I'm gonna start my 2nd assignment d... that's all and see me on next post ba~ bye ^^

爱我别走

爱我别走...
如果你说你不爱我，
不要听见你真的说出口，
再给我一点温柔...

你好吗？

等了两年的时间，
经过了数百次的道路，
今天终于看到你了。
刚才的感觉就像见到了老朋友，
原来我一直以来等待的就是这种感觉...
谢谢老天爷没有再让我继续有喜欢的感觉。

你最近过得还好吗？
和她过得还好吗？
我不在你身边唱歌，
你已经习惯了吧？
我想跟你说，
从我决定放下你的那一刻，
我不再为你而哭了。
虽然偶尔我还是会有一点想你，
可是那感觉已经变得陌生了。
我似乎忘记了当时喜欢你的冲动，
我忘了你怎么离开我，
更忘了我是什么时候喜欢你的...

你，
一定要好好度过你的人生，
毕竟每个人都会有跌跌撞撞的时候，
失败了再重新爬回起来吧~

而我，
心里开始想着另一个人了，
他很好，
我很享受跟他做朋友的感觉，
那种感觉很舒服。

现在才知道，
原来想一个人不是痛苦，
而是开心的...
原来，
喜欢也可以分成很多种。
以前喜欢你是有感觉的，
现在的我只享受喜欢朋友的感觉...

你放心吧~
我不会再为你掉泪了，
谢谢你曾经为我人生里留下了深深的烙印。
我现在过得很好...真的 :)



声声慢

车若又远了 心若又离了
彷佛纯灰色的仰望云飞
你若又疲倦了
声声声慢不再流浪
寻寻觅觅的那天
冷冷清清的那夜
凄凄惨惨的冬天
我又重来一遍
苏三又离了红桐县 吹散了 这春天 该有的 桃花源 我又开始想念
你悄悄走的那天
我默默闭上双眼
风偷偷吹散红线
我又重来一遍
娘子离开了我房间 安静 的烟圈 飘散成 你的脸 怎逼我再想念 怨言
倒流回 我呼吸 的瞬间 放肆的宣泄 诺言
怎么还听得见
想告诉你
苏三她倚着窗
静静凝望着月光
怎么唱 泪流下 完全忘了
那天她离乡的坚强
我静静倚着窗
默默凝望着路旁
那朵花 在飘香 完全忘了
你离开 的时候 留下的那种悲伤
寻寻觅觅的那天
冷冷清清的那夜
凄凄惨惨的冬天
我又重来一遍
苏三又离了红桐县 吹散了 这春天 该有的 桃花源 我又开始想念
你悄悄走的那天
我默默闭上双眼
风偷偷吹散红线
我又重来一遍
娘子离开了我房间 安静 的烟圈 飘散成 你的脸 怎逼我再想念 怨言
倒流回 我呼吸 的瞬间 放肆的宣泄 诺言 怎么还听得见
想告诉你 苏三她倚着窗
静静凝望着月光
怎么唱 泪流下 完全忘了
那天她离乡的坚强
苏三她倚着窗
静静凝望着月光
怎么唱 泪流下 完全忘了
那天她离乡的坚强
我静静倚着窗
默默凝望着路旁
那朵花 在飘香 完全忘了
你离开 的时候 留下的那种悲伤 钟若又摆了 妆若又花了
彷佛停止悬挂的月光辉 你若又离别了
声声声慢不再向往

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Hi ^^ Just leave one more hour to go and will be end up with a Mother's Day~ Once again, Happy Mother's Day to every mammys before the end of the day. Hey, I know that the way we show our love to mammy will be the exact numerous compare to the normal day, since today will be the special day of the celebration for mammy's day ma... of course I understand that we can even show our love to mammy in every single time but for me, in my perception I think that the day of the celebration will taken as most important day which I strongly agree everyone of us can have a big bash of celebrate it! Do you all agree? ^^ Besides that, in my point of view I will really appreciate for all the special days to have some celebrations for that, no matter what kind of special days I also consider those days as most unique days~ So, I'm actually love to having my friend's birthday, teacher's day, father & mother's day or even valentine day + anniversary although I never step into this kind of celebration with my future partner before ><"" Come back to my topic right now, hmm... I didn't even treat my mum with any meals or buy some branded gifts to her since I know she only want us to be healthy as long as growth maturely... I think my mum will also like all of us sitting down together and enjoy with delicious cuisines  but she really doesn't like branded things... ><""" Okay, mum... However, I'll still buy for you when I get the first marketing job in a department.haha~ But right now, with the reason of I'm lack of money in my hands... I then decided to light up DIY's mind to create something special for my mum. Yea, as I told you guys that I have posted the paper made flower tutorial by myself right? Is there anyone of you exciting to see my outcomes? Here you are... My Hand + Paper made Flowers. Nice ma? I love it so much and totally appreciated by my mum. As she said, she don't care what kind of flower it is, as long as I got the heart. So, for her real or fake flowers that she received doesn't matter because it comes from mine.Thanks mammy :) I just sent to my mum in the morning at pasar Yulek.

Next, my aunty has got the real flowers which given by her worker_Jack Lee. He really a good guy and finally my mum took it and snap for a photo ><""" haha~ Sorry that I didn't capture the photo of  my mum with my 'fake flowers'... that time was too rush because customers were waiting for the payment after bought my mum's breads. xP I'll re-upload next time!

Furthermore, those MCA Women Associations' staffs all been grouped together to distribute their home made muffins to all the mammys in the pasar too. WoW... that time was really liveliness! ^^ All mamas were so happy after getting the muffins ^^ and of course my mum wasn't miss up the moment too, consequently she got 4 muffins~She took and re-took again! xD 

My mammy then add with some strawberries inside the muffins to made it more classic as she told us! haha~ xD She so creative!!!  Nice ma? :D

By given my mammy a bundle of my hand made flowers, I have putting inside with an envelop too. A piece of card and a long letter. I'm the person who don't know how to show my love to my mammy actually. She known. But I know she needs me and siblings provide her more cares and loves. How do I gonna show my love to her since I'm the female which has kind of cool behaviour inside my body? =/ Does anyone willing to help me to adjust my mentality? o.O??!! Therefore, I wrote all my feelings and thank you for her everything inside the letter. 

To my dearest mammy, 

I know you really struggle and be a very hard work to earn a lot of bread and water for us. I know you love us so much. I know you doesn't like to see 4 of us quarrels, as you told us you want us to be corporate by caring each other! Mammy~ I actually know all about your living cares, but I just like to pretending don't know sometimes. With the reason of, once I got into the situation by understanding your feelings, I will cry. In your eyes I'm the 'iron lady', I don't wish to show my weaknesses in front of you since I know you'll also cry together with me. I try my best to show my tenacity because I know I'm the eldest sister in this family. If I really express my tender in front of you, who gonna take care of you soon? Who gonna continue to earn the bread and water for this family? Therefore I have to be strong and yet to be the most powerful in this family to avoid other people teased on me. In addition, I know you are not the tenacity as you show in front of us, you're tired mum...we know that. You just don't wish us to worry on you so you hide it inside your heart by showing us the most confidence mama. Every time while we got asleep, I know you cried alone while we faced a lot of monetary problems. As what I can tell you is... Mammy, wait me finish up my degree and I'll earn the money for this family. 4 of us have saw your diligence towards this family, you really putting your whole life to satisfy us by sacrificed your leisure time... mammy, thank you for your everything~ We really appreciate what you done for our whole life. I wish the next decades you will still be my mum and I will be your daughter forever and forever!  I wish you to be happy and healthy... I don't wish you get the headache always! I'm worry on you mammy... I know you're the most beautiful in world and I like your cooks very much. I don't care what dish you want to serve us, even an egg it is also delicious to eat for me. At last, Mammy... the words I have told you for twice for the past 19 years, I'm gonna tell you at this moment... Mammy, I really LOVE YOU ! ♥ Hui Min really really LOVE MAMMY very very much! ^^ ♥ Muackss~!!!

Get prepare to make a FLOWER?

Hello, Hui Min is here to teach a paper made flower tutorial ^^ If anyone found out that my English explanations are poor enough then just looking and follow the subsequence of the photos that I have posted yea, sorry for making the inconvenience to you all ~ paiseh ar... xP  I'm teaching this tutorial with the reason of Mother's Day will be held on tomorrow! Get ready right now? ...

Firstly, prepare a pair of scissors, plenty types of colour papers depend on how many colours you need and a pencil/blue pen or a chopstick... wait~ Chopstick?! What to do with chopstick man? o.O? haha~ wait wait wait... come and follow my posting then the chopstick will get the used for it soon...

Step 1: This is the A4 size colour paper, actually the sizes that you all want to make can decided by yourselves as long as the paper is in the shape of square. 

Since the paper is in rectangle shape, therefore I just cut it into square.

Nah... the result of square shape.

Step 2:  Fold the paper together then provide the big triangle shape.

Step 3: Fold it again to become a small triangle.

Step 4: Nip the angle of the triangle shape and fold it too.

Then the result will become like this.

The same pattern that the behind of the paper need to be reshape.

Step 5: Once the shape is done to become a like a diamond, open the centre of the paper then you will able to see the same shape as my photo given.

Step 6 : Fold the paper inside to make it like a blade. Based on my perception, it's just like a flog actually~ ^^ Don't you agree with me? O.O

Follow to reshape as the left side as well.

Even behind also got to reshape as what I did in the previous step.

Then this will be the outcome after font and back have been reshape.

Step 7 : Fold the angle of the paper to become a small triangle. This step should be done for twice at each side. Which means you got to fold 8 times for it! ><"""

See~ Fold and fold~~~

And it will turns like a boat, I think. -.-

Followed with the back too... result as the photo below given.

Now, turns the paper from bottom to the top, actually that are the petals... Don't trust on me? See the following photo lar... ><"""

Step 8 : Fold the corner down continue with other 4 corners too...

The result... haha~ almost done la wei ^^

Ding ding~~~ ^^
Wait wait... still got one more step... follow me until the end man!

I think the pencil/blue pen or a chopstick is useful for us right now ^^ Let's look at what this thing can be done! Clue: To make something coils...

Hehe~ see? o.O?! I used the chopstick to coil the petals! haha~ ^^

Coil and coil~~~

Dang Dang~~ see the roll? Followed by other petals too...

Yeah! Finally it's done ^^ My handmade flower!!!! Nice or not? ^^ Hehe~ Got to give my mom tomorrow... I need to wrap it with the colour papers too...

I've done with my papr made flower tutorial lar... Hope you guys like it! Thank you ^^

我只不过是一个天歇女

天歇座女孩真的有那么可怕吗？
请多了解我们,
其实我们只不过是个“孤独患者”...



蝎子們當 愛情來臨、你會變得幼稚、簡單

你會無緣由的去牽掛一個人、
牽掛他吃的好不好、睡得好不好、關心他心情好不好
不管別人怎麼說他的壞話、可在你心裡他就是完美無瑕
他喜歡的你也學着關注喜歡、願意每天看到他
看見他和別的異性在一起會生氣會妒忌
希望他的眼裡只有你的存在

蝎子很簡單
他們會耍賴、也會頑皮
笑起來足以融化冰山
如果你說天蝎陰沉、壞、毒
那只是沒發現他們的好
他們單純、也愛王子公主的夢、
他們很臭美、但也很聰明
不過、他們一但發現你背叛他
後果真的像星座說的那樣、報復你
如果他還愛着你、他會又折磨你、也折磨他自己

我只是個天蝎座女孩
我希望
有人疼
有人愛
有人包容
有人讓我撒嬌
有人會說我很乖
有人能陪在我身邊
有人能給我安全感
有人能在過馬路時拉著我的手
有人喜歡帶我逛街、穿高跟鞋走累了能有個人背
我想要的是不是太多?

天蝎更不會去花心、因為我們喜歡簡單

腳踩兩條船對天蝎而言是非常麻煩及複雜的事情、也不可饒恕

天蝎座世界是彩色的沒有一定要黑白那麼分明
要容許不一樣的觀點和生活方式的存在
相愛相守不一定要相粘、誠實固然可貴
但是不一定要讓大家變成透明人
愛情就像沙、輕輕的捧起來比狠狠的一把緊握會得到更多
犧牲越多有時候對自己和對方傷害越大

天蝎座在強硬外表下
有一顆極其柔軟而又高度自尊的心
他們非常容易受到傷害
大部分天蝎座性格孤獨
不表現自我顯得靦腆、害羞
但是、他們是那種全力投入的動物
一旦感情投入、他們極其誠實
會成為你堅固可靠的朋友、
感情熱烈、全心全意為你燃燒的情人

天蝎座懷念一切值得記憶的東西
但很少有人知道他們還懷念
他們愛的比誰都深、所以寂寞
他們鄙薄一切膚淺的囂嚷、也不屑與之為伍
他們對感情要求太高太純粹
所以害怕受傷害、所以容易封閉內心
可一旦被誰誰不小心闖入內心
就好像遇見了千年難逢的知己、其實基本是一廂情願




天蝎最害怕愛情的變動
有的天蝎甚至怕到不敢戀愛
害怕激情過去什麼都沒有
他們的愛情不需要像伏特加一樣刺激
也不需要像果汁一樣甜蜜
只要如每天飲用的白開水一樣就可以
因為白開水每天都會有
味道也永遠不會改變
這樣的愛情才是天蝎所要的
要征服天蝎只要你能證明會永遠對他不離不棄就可以




天蝎的冷酷外表為他們增添了不少的神秘氣息
看似複雜難懂、可一旦走近、就會很清楚
只不過是愛恨分明而已
對愛的執着讓他們會情不自禁的深陷進去
會為對方付出很多
但也希望對方百分百的對待
只要察覺對方的愛不再堅定
眼神中透露出遊離和不安
那天蝎也就過敏了
這樣的不適會越來越嚴重

愛上一個天蝎是要仔細思量
因為他們會突然忽冷忽熱、突然置之不理
但其實他並非不愛你、他們有時候是在跟自己嘔氣
他們時刻每件事都為你考量
但又因為付出的不停增加而變得越來越擔心害怕
會不會得不到對等的愛
所以要給他們足夠信賴和安全
他們回饋你、絶對讓你感動熱淚盈眶

天蝎座愛上一個人、就會想著對他好
並且是一種持久的想念而非短暫的激情
蝎子們甚至會想得很長遠
蝎子的愛是踏實的、並沒有太多的想
戀愛中所有的出發點也都很簡單
他們往往很明確自己愛的到底是誰
對於自己的愛、蝎子並不複雜
如果你覺得他複雜、只因為你不瞭解



天蝎看起來是冷漠
在生人面前很文靜不愛說話
但是在朋友面前卻十分瘋癲
天蝎的心裡都很孤獨
他們很需要別人的關懷他們很敏感
生怕一不小心便被別人忽略 拋棄
蝎子都是刀子嘴豆腐心
只是生氣幾天就沒事
但就是放不下面子去找你
所以、請給身邊的蝎子多一些溫暖吧

天蝎座愛上了誰
就會把自己內心最柔軟
最沒有防備的地方嶄露出來
完全對愛沒有戒心和算計
天蝎喜歡實實在在的付出
但是、愛情自然不會如同想像中的美好
天蝎座的心無論如何都是會被傷幾次的
最終天蝎的愛很多都化成了眼淚
也許為誰流的眼淚最多、天蝎就是最愛誰



天蝎是水做的
她會為你哭為你鬧
她心裡的惶恐不安導致她會選擇
用鬧騰的方式來確定你的愛來表達她受到冷落的不滿
天蝎是需要被愛的
最好是被浸在滿滿的寵溺裡
才會心安、可是當有一天
她再也不鬧不發脾氣不耍性子
那麼恭喜。你終於。失去她了!